Reset : Who or What are you running from ?

I always seem to have this urge to want to press reset on my life.
I am 18 so that seems really odd.
It's funny I chose to use the word reset because its had both a negative and positive connotation this week.
On one hand my whole entire iPhone reset which was awful.
But , I've also been having this urge to reset my whole entire life.
Since the age of 12 I've always had the desire for something new.
Something about starting over , refreshing , resetting and restarting always intrigued me.

In High School I counted on college being my fresh start.
However , since college I find myself searching for something new again.
I moved 14hrs away from home . You'd think that would be enough for me.
It hasn't been enough. It seems like the older I get the further away I want to move.

I am not sure if it's because I am running from something or because I am truly interested.
I just know whenever something bad happens I always want to "start over" or I start fantasizing- about where I should move. I think OHHH Botswana , Cape Town , Paris ! Even sometimes those places don't seem to be good enough.

As of lately I've been fixated on going to South Africa for a whole academic school year. I've always wanted to go to South Africa. However , I am beginning to think. Why isn't a semester good enough for me. What is it or rather who is it I am running from ?

Are you guys running ?
Is resetting good or bad in your life ?

Ta Ta ,
Happily Heartless